regret

regretful i acted like such a dickhead for 3 mother-fucking years. i could've been brighter than that. looking back, i was a total ass. making all the wrong choices, and ended up crying after. it didin't solve anything at all. fuck, i really wished i could take all of that back. repeating my entire life all over again. would it really make difference to me.

13th May

so it's that time of year again. where I ask myself, why was I even born. people tend to wish me, but I don't see why it's suppose to be happy. if I wasn't born, I wouldn't have to go through what I'm going through now. even if someone tries to make today the best, the memories haunt me for eternity. may next year will be greater than this one... and may I accept the fact that it is my birthday.

hi fuck you all

hiiiii.
yea its been awhile. how are you douches. well tbh i dont really care. 2013 started off suckish-ly. lucky for all you motherfuckers you all seem happy. i dont talk much so yea bye.

12 and counting

its 20th november so i would like to dedicate this post to eynez syazmeena ! my twinnie since last year. haha we had our laughs, our ups and downs. but seems like nothing changed. she's been a wonderful friend. also, a smartass. (( don't believe me ask for her results! )) and so, happy birthday my friend. may allah bless you :-)